时间消逝得很快！！！

一转眼，我已经有两个月没有写博客了！！！最近真的开始觉得时间过得很快，不知不觉已经九月了。那也表示说，我的学院生活也在不知觉中过了三个月。回想起当初的不习惯和现在比起来真是没有什么大不了，但是现在会觉得辛苦而以前不会。。。可能是因为现在学院搬了去比较遥远的地方而导致有这种感觉出现吧！！！再说，我真的觉得我的工作压力越来越大了，不过我觉得这些压力是我自己给自己的。。。我开始觉得我不再像以前一样可以胜任这份工作了。。。我甚致觉得当初毫无考虑地就答应做这份工作是否正确？？？更失败的是，我竟然找不到一个人来听我的感觉。就连一个一直以来我最最最信任，无论大小事情，多私人的事，都会告诉的那个人，现在的我竟然有事都不告诉他。。。选择了把一切都藏在心里！！！再说，最近的我情绪很不稳定，常常会为了一些小事莫明其妙地和他吵架。。。平均一个星期不知怎么的，总会吵一次！！！虽然我知道他很关心我，但是往往当他不表达出来的时候，就会把我给坏了。。。感觉上只有我在付出，而他就无动于衷！！！有一天他终于表达了，那也使我不再感到彷徨。。。

New Life...

I'm start my college life in Stamford College...I was very happy that i know many new friends there and we became best friend after 2 days only!!!They are very funny,open and happy friends...We feel like we already know each other a long time ago...Sometimes,we will make lecturer very angry because we always play a dirty trick with them...HAHA!!!
This is good for me to enjoy in my new life...

Blog....

Have a long time i din write my blog...Because i was very busy in this few weeks, need to go to school and after that need to come back work again!!!Will feel very tire some of the times, but i feel happy also coz i start to think about my future, i start to plan for my future, i start to know what i want in my future....Hahaha!!!!

Unlucky person!!!

My friends, William See Tow has passed away in an accident last friday....but i was went to Port Dickson that day also, i was very sorry to heard the news...I was a person that informed my others friends...They were get shock when they heard the news also......We can't believe that our best friend had left us away.....
Time can let people forget all the unhappy things but time cannot let people stop cherish the memory of a person....
We will always miss you, William.......Hope God will bring you beside of HIM!!!
RIP!!!William

离 开 了!!!

上 个 星 期 三， 妈 妈 在 我 吃 晚 饭 的 时 候 告 诉 了 我 一 个 晴 天 霹 雳 的 消 息。。。 我 的 父 亲 在 意 外 中 去 世 了!!! 我 非 常 难 以 接 受 这 个 事 实， 因 为 他 在 五 六 年 前 已 经 没 有 和 我 们 住 在 一 起。 但 是， 一 直 以 来 我 都 觉 得 来 日 方 长， 我 一 定 会 有 机 会 可 以 再 见 到 他 的。 可 是， 现 在 我 已 经 没 有 这 个 机 会 了！！！ 他 已 经 永 远 地 离 开 我， 很 遗 憾 的 是 我 从 来 没 有 帮 他 庆 祝 过 父 亲 节 以 及 生 日。。。 很 多 疼 爱 我 的 朋 友 都 担 心 着 我。 不 过 我 可 以 确 定 地 跟 大 家 说， 我 一 定 可 以 站 起 来！！！ 开 开 心 心 地 过 着 每 一 天！！！

不习惯!!!

从我第一天上班开始, 我和peace,evelyn和jasper便会相约一起吃午饭...但是,此境已不再了...今天是我们第一天没有听到Peacede的声音,感觉非常地不习惯...很希望她很快可以找到新的工作开始认识新的朋友...在此祝福她!!!

Thanks A Lot!!!

I feel very unhappy recently!!!I dunno what should i do in this moment...The same problem, am i still want to continue my work or resign???Now i realize that i really dunno how to control my pressure and i dunno how to face the problem...Whatever i try to do, is useless for me.But, got one person tell me that this is not a big problem...Furthermore, he try to comfort me and help me to solve the problem. He also willing to hear my true words and he always need to sustain the temper that throw out from me,but he never blame me at all...I know that sometimes i was very emotional and sentimental, but from the biginning to end, he did not shows his unhappy face to me...I must say Thank You very much to him!!!I very thankful that God let me encounter the person is so good and nice...Thank You, Thank You and Thank YOU!!!

Leukemia!!!

One years ago, my mother's cousin was death in blood cancer(leukemia).Which means that the number of white blood cell inside her body are more than the red blood cell...Doctor said, most of the leukemia patient is inherit from their parents...But, at the time we know that no one in our family is having this!!!
Three months ago, my mother's aunt told us that she need to do chemotherapy is because she was checked by a doctor and knew that she is same with my mother's cousin...Leukemia!!!I know that patient of leukemia was very pitiful because got a lot of things cannot eat, need to stay in hospital at lesat one month...Very tired when doing the treatment...
Few days ago, my mother told me that she also the same...I can't believe that my mother was so "lucky"...Is it means i will so "lucky" also???
I can't sleep for this few days...I was very worry...Everyone tell me, the percentage for me to get this was very very very low...But, when everytime i recall back the pitiful of my aunt. i can't stop thinking all the bad things!!!I really scare that i will die after three years just like her...I got many things haven do yet, i cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot let this HAPPEN!!!

What was hapening???

Today, we received many calls from parents said that their son or daughter wanna to stop tuitioning at our centre...We are so surprising when we heard this news, but if we look from the other way round, we can understand that tuition is a very tired work for a student!!!I'm also a student before, i know that sometimes will weary of all the homework that given by school teachers or maybe tuition teacher...
I want to say that, we must do all this things although we dislike it...Because this is for our own good and also for our future!!!Don't give up...GAM BA TEH

Get up on the wrong

My feeling not very good for this few days...I am considering that should i continue my job or depart from it???I'm very happy that i got a change to give service to all the students in Pathways Training & Education...We will feel happy when everyone is happy working for this company and also doing the things is good and is beneficial for the company!!!
But, i think that's only my opinion...Maybe have did something wrong that alresdy let people misunderstanding...This is the matter that causing me to change my mind, am i really did wrong???I really feel sorry for someone that implicated by me...
(my english not good, pls forgive me if got any wrong!!!)

Tuesday

My working time for today is the longest one in this whole week...today is my mother birthday also,i hope she feel happy when received my present...i did not give her any present within this 18 years...(am i not a good daughter)?but start from this year onwards,i will try my best to give her more...haha!!!i'm feel sorry that i can't celebrate with my mother today,but i hope she can enjoy with her friends in the celebration!!!
Today...Me,evelyn,peace and jasper share some money to buy one grain of durian and ate it secretly inside office...HAHA!!!because we dun wan to let our boss Sir Tan aka Handsome Tan notice we buy durian,he sure will ask us give him to eat(durian is he favourite fruits)...if we give,he sure will sapu all...HEHE,just joking la...
Hope we can always do these again...no matter what will happen also cannot affect our relationship de...
Feel tire now...talk more tomorrow la...