Thursday, May 22, 2008

离 开 了!!!

上 个 星 期 三, 妈 妈 在 我 吃 晚 饭 的 时 候 告 诉 了 我 一 个 晴 天 霹 雳 的 消 息。。。 我 的 父 亲 在 意 外 中 去 世 了!!! 我 非 常 难 以 接 受 这 个 事 实, 因 为 他 在 五 六 年 前 已 经 没 有 和 我 们 住 在 一 起。 但 是, 一 直 以 来 我 都 觉 得 来 日 方 长, 我 一 定 会 有 机 会 可 以 再 见 到 他 的。 可 是, 现 在 我 已 经 没 有 这 个 机 会 了!!! 他 已 经 永 远 地 离 开 我, 很 遗 憾 的 是 我 从 来 没 有 帮 他 庆 祝 过 父 亲 节 以 及 生 日。。。 很 多 疼 爱 我 的 朋 友 都 担 心 着 我。 不 过 我 可 以 确 定 地 跟 大 家 说, 我 一 定 可 以 站 起 来!!! 开 开 心 心 地 过 着 每 一 天!!!

Monday, May 12, 2008

不习惯!!!

从我第一天上班开始, 我和peace,evelyn和jasper便会相约一起吃午饭...但是,此境已不再了...今天是我们第一天没有听到Peacede的声音,感觉非常地不习惯...很希望她很快可以找到新的工作开始认识新的朋友...在此祝福她!!!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Thanks A Lot!!!

I feel very unhappy recently!!!I dunno what should i do in this moment...The same problem, am i still want to continue my work or resign???Now i realize that i really dunno how to control my pressure and i dunno how to face the problem...Whatever i try to do, is useless for me.But, got one person tell me that this is not a big problem...Furthermore, he try to comfort me and help me to solve the problem. He also willing to hear my true words and he always need to sustain the temper that throw out from me,but he never blame me at all...I know that sometimes i was very emotional and sentimental, but from the biginning to end, he did not shows his unhappy face to me...I must say Thank You very much to him!!!I very thankful that God let me encounter the person is so good and nice...Thank You, Thank You and Thank YOU!!!

Monday, May 5, 2008

Leukemia!!!

One years ago, my mother's cousin was death in blood cancer(leukemia).Which means that the number of white blood cell inside her body are more than the red blood cell...Doctor said, most of the leukemia patient is inherit from their parents...But, at the time we know that no one in our family is having this!!!
Three months ago, my mother's aunt told us that she need to do chemotherapy is because she was checked by a doctor and knew that she is same with my mother's cousin...Leukemia!!!I know that patient of leukemia was very pitiful because got a lot of things cannot eat, need to stay in hospital at lesat one month...Very tired when doing the treatment...
Few days ago, my mother told me that she also the same...I can't believe that my mother was so "lucky"...Is it means i will so "lucky" also???
I can't sleep for this few days...I was very worry...Everyone tell me, the percentage for me to get this was very very very low...But, when everytime i recall back the pitiful of my aunt. i can't stop thinking all the bad things!!!I really scare that i will die after three years just like her...I got many things haven do yet, i cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot let this HAPPEN!!!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

What was hapening???

Today, we received many calls from parents said that their son or daughter wanna to stop tuitioning at our centre...We are so surprising when we heard this news, but if we look from the other way round, we can understand that tuition is a very tired work for a student!!!I'm also a student before, i know that sometimes will weary of all the homework that given by school teachers or maybe tuition teacher...
I want to say that, we must do all this things although we dislike it...Because this is for our own good and also for our future!!!Don't give up...GAM BA TEH

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Get up on the wrong

My feeling not very good for this few days...I am considering that should i continue my job or depart from it???I'm very happy that i got a change to give service to all the students in Pathways Training & Education...We will feel happy when everyone is happy working for this company and also doing the things is good and is beneficial for the company!!!
But, i think that's only my opinion...Maybe have did something wrong that alresdy let people misunderstanding...This is the matter that causing me to change my mind, am i really did wrong???I really feel sorry for someone that implicated by me...
(my english not good, pls forgive me if got any wrong!!!)